Kinda Depressed, Kinda Happy

Some of you may know (people who are from the forum and read that post) that I recently had a family member seriously hurt in the war and that's the sad.
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I'm just happy because the rest of my life has been pretty amazing and all and has been very quiet and serene the past few days.

Just Saying I'm Here

I just love it that everytime I try to stay on the internet, I get thrown something in real life that keeps me off of it for a while. Just ask a few of the pastelforum people. I was gone for 3 days. I posted about 10 times in there just to let them know I'm still alive, but I feel bad for just leaving them.
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Also, does anybody read these anymore? I know I don't post every day. I might just start posting everything that goes on in my day just so that I'm on here more. Please tell me if you're reading this.

I Haven't Used This In A While

I was just coming on here to basically say that I've been busy lately. This is a thing that happens to me. Even though it is summer and I have weightlifting mon-thurs and a job on mon, wed, and thurs nights, I have nothing else actually that I have to do.
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It just seems that I happen to start losing track of time and then I don't get onto the sites that I usually get on, specifically Pastel Forum, which I need to get on and stay on forever. Then because I've missed so much that I don't want to come back.
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This isn't so much as a "life lesson" or a "meaning of life" though provoking statement. This is just something I've noticed about myself and am sure that most people have done before too.